an expression of the inexpressible

i apear out of no where

2007-10-10T08:31:34Z

its funny to know how maaanyyyyy people are just sitting at home either anxiously anticipating the new radiohead album or listening to it.

siiiiiiiiigh

its beautiful. i knew they wouldnt let us down...

i cant believe i am so lucky to get a new radiohead aaaand a new devendra album within weeks?!

**other wonderful notes in my life:

-im going to arizona and la this weekend to see my man.. twice

-vegoose, and if that doesnt work out we are going camping!

-then to la again with eri to see joanna newsom

-end of november i get to go to chicago for a wedding and to explore my hometown that i have not seen since i was 16

-im graduating sooner than i thought

-the big move to san francisco!

el3ctric_fev3r @ 2007-04-28T03:35:00

2007-04-28T10:39:28Z

i dont like live journal anymore.

but anywho. i will give you a little update.

Air was the other night. which was beautiful.
Eri, Tyler, and Benton are at coachella... luckies.
Danielle, Heather, and I are goin to LA to see CocoRosie and to do the usual roaming around.
Buffalo Killers.
Danielles bday is the 29th!
I might get a new job at the box office/the joint instead of the damn retail store in the HRH.
ummmmm im 21 in about a month.
ummmmmmmmmmm goodnighty.

el3ctric_fev3r @ 2007-03-24T14:36:00

2007-03-24T21:38:36Z

IM ALIVE

so im sitting here waiting for Eri, Tyler, and Danielle to ge here so we can go to Boulder City for the day!
huuurry im getting antsy

Tylers going to teach me how to dj. how exciting

el3ctric_fev3r @ 2007-01-14T03:31:00

2007-01-14T11:42:40Z

blah day.

so i got ready in the dark practically. the lights went out in all the bathrooms.
i was hot and dizzy all day. couldnt hear the damn customers speaking to me.
blah blah blah

buuut to turn things around.. on my break i went to go in to see Incubus for like a half an hour.
totally brought me back to like 7th grade... but they surprised me and were amazinggg and brandon boyd looked DAMN GOOD.
wooo

anyways, i think im going to San Francisco again the begining of march. that will be something to look forward to.

k i need to do homework. pretty much the only reason i write in this is when i have homework.
so next time you see a stupid entry posted.. tell me to stop please

late

2007-01-05T02:29:02Z

a little late but..
San Francisco is probably one of my new favorite places.
my goal is to move there in less than 2 years.
and im serious.

everything about it is absolutely amazing.
the culture, the people, the beauty, the lifestyle.... etc.

anyway go look.

our hotel street. the opal.

right around the corner from our hotel

noah georgson
i didnt get any good photos

the toids

joanna

golden gate park

beautiful houses

spent a day walking around haight and ashbury.

china town

we are disgusting i know..

the guy behind me.. hahaha singing his heart out at jack in the box about mary jane.
we knew the lyrics at one point but now i forgot them.

the power of love overcomes the love of power.

our last day was rainy alll day.

danielloooooooo
our last few hours we spent in golden gate park in the pooring rain.... hhahah ah i miss this place so much. we had the time of our life.

also, HAPPY LATE NEW YEAR

el3ctric_fev3r @ 2006-12-17T03:59:00

2006-12-17T11:59:32Z

i am just going to live life to the fullest.
and gather my thoughts about moving to san fran or salt lake within the next 2 years.

that is my new years resolution. that is it. no worries.

san fransisco in a few days!
little money.
no hotel room yet.
no school.
i dont care. life is great.

el3ctric_fev3r @ 2006-12-09T15:27:00

2006-12-09T23:27:59Z

i cannot wait to go here....

roam around, find random cute shops, be lazy
and see them....

el3ctric_fev3r @ 2006-11-27T02:06:00

2006-11-27T10:06:41Z

I NEED A LIFE CHANGE

i am sick of my job. i am sick of vegas. i am sick of everything here.

i REALLY wanna get out of this hole.

in less than 2 years my goal is to move.
possible san fran, or salt lake (if eris up for it again) or something!
a place that actually has culture. and trees, and flowers, and genuinely good people

we are going to have a garden, a cute porch, and we are going to ride bikes around town.

that is it.

el3ctric_fev3r @ 2006-11-18T03:57:00

2006-11-18T11:57:16Z

another good trip.

San Diego
-drove to the beach
-then slept on the beach for a few hours
-got a little preview of Vetiver
-decided we are going to live life to the fullest
-also we are going to buy a cute trailor and get bikes

LA
-saw Vetiver/Jolie Holland again
-Chris Robinson surprised us by being there
-Devendra (and Noah) decided to show up to this show
-so having chris robinson, devendra, and noah in the crowd with us was wonderfuuuul

sigh. sucks we didnt really get pictures of anything.

el3ctric_fev3r @ 2006-11-02T03:50:00

2006-11-02T11:50:39Z

Vegoose was a ton of fun.
the smell of weed, dreadlock lane, and good friends pretty much sums it up.

cat power was wonderful. my favoirite part of vegoose

racontours or however you spell it

damien marley was funn

black crowes. mmm chris robinson

DAY 2

matt costa

i guess thats it for day 2. saw jenny lewis, fionna apple, phil and trey, but pictures didnt come out good.
a lot of fun

now in 2 weeks i get to see vetiver! wee

el3ctric_fev3r @ 2006-10-23T01:42:00

2006-10-23T10:15:11Z

LA was absolutly AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING. definitly up there with the radiohead and other devendra trip.

so here it goes....
p.s. my camera really really sucks.

we left for our drive around 4 30

arrived at the hotel in CHINA TOWN

looking like a man in a dress as usual

drining to the theatre palace!

ice cream maaan

it was so old. it was actually built in 1911 i think.

Espers were BEAUTIFUL. i ahve never heard anyhting more beautifuly done live.

ugh amazing

siiiighhhhhh

stupid fucker and his head

i wish i coulda got better pictures but my camera sucks balls.

crazy homeless man playing for all of us

danielles love. yes, i was creepin

depressed!

so then the next day drove around and explored.
went to hollywood boulevard, ameoba records

,

random things

and on our way to hollywood i saw the Elliott Smith wall that we tried to look for last time. so on the way back we went and took pictures just for Eri.

driving back ew. ya i nearly killed us. we were slap happy the whole way.

el3ctric_fev3r @ 2006-10-08T03:45:00

2006-10-08T10:52:40Z

yayyyy

Eri is moving back.
edit: DEVENDRA BANHART.
Vegoose is in a couple of weeks.
work halloween party at Body English.
and Halloween.. i actually have off.
good things to come.

i missed out on seeing blonde redhead, of montreal, and beck but i will have to live :/

goooonight men.

stolen from ash bee

2006-09-13T11:09:08Z

so this past weekend Eri was in town. of course i was working crazy shifts, like i always do when shes in town. but saturday i was brave and called off.
we spent the whole day at the district, made an appearance at Nicks party for a little while, then just went to Aarons house. He learned the cords and beats to Radioheads Idioteque and finally played it for me. it was amazing.

paparraziiii shots of the olsens again....

haah sexy boys

anyways. after Aarons we have to go help Heather because her tire popped. so yeah we waited there for 2 hours for AAA with her weird LA friends. FUN. after this we have to drive allll around town back and forth.. blah blah ya pretty much wasted that whole night.

the only pic of Eri that day :/

then last night Danielle and I went to Tylers. we listened to records, drank champagne and danced to France Gall. we kept it classy.

but theeen. we went to Tylers pool to chat. we were talking in NORMAL voices when Tylers neighbors came out cursing at us. thye didnt even try to be nice. "do you wanan shut the fuck up??" ya, pretty rude. "im gonna call the cops" you would think we'd be screaming and splashing in the pool from what they were saying...
i hate rude people.

but overall i had a good weekend.

el3ctric_fev3r @ 2006-07-18T12:25:00

2006-07-18T19:35:14Z

so i have finally made my decision... i am moving out for sure!
ashley and i are looking for appartments in boulder city.
im so excited.. its adorable there and its really not that far. im only 5 minutes outside of boulder right now anyways.
so wish us luck with appartments!

also, a few days ago i got my tattoo ive been wanting.
dont feel like posting pictures tho.

anyways.. im off july 28, 29, and 30. we need to do something!

radiohead has been in my past 3 entrys

2006-07-06T10:17:56Z

these past two weeks have been far more than amazing.

Salt Lake with Eri and Tyler.
LA with Eri, Chase, and Jake.
Radiohead.

...all I'm going to say about Radiohead is that I am permanently on the best drugs ever.
I'm insane. and I can now die happy.

ps. im getting this soon

update

2006-06-15T21:45:57Z

im excited because

-Eri is in town. Eri is in town. Eri is in town.
-I am working the Fiona Apple show at work.
-school gets out in about a week.
-I am leaving for Salt Lake soon.
-THEN... to LA for.... RADIOHEAD
-July 11th is Jessicas birthday aaaand also Thom yorkes solo cd comes out.

el3ctric_fev3r @ 2006-06-03T16:13:00

2006-06-03T23:35:13Z

finally have my internet back. stupid live journal..

anyways it is my birthday in 3 days.
6-6-06. ya thats right. we are all gonna die on my birthday.

but so far i think june will be the most amazing month.
lots of time off from work and school.
Salt Lake.
RADIOHEAD!

i get to see this crazy little man perform.

el3ctric_fev3r @ 2006-05-16T17:40:00

2006-05-17T00:43:30Z

i called off work today.

ditched both classes today.

Eri came into town unexpectedly.

we are going shopping.

tonights going to be a good night.

el3ctric_fev3r @ 2006-05-10T03:45:00

2006-05-10T10:53:23Z

internet cafe. ya man.

so tonight dan, tyler, and i heard like 4 gunshots while we were at a park. freaked out, ran to our car and started the investigation.
so we come to find a swat team, some cop cars, fox 5 news, and a whole gang of people down sunset. we cracked the code.
we still dont know what happend though! anyone see anything on the news?

bye gotta get back to my invigorating game of u know what.

edit: old dirty hippies sure do make the internet cafe um.... interesting.
but he did introduce us to some cool indian reservation. hahah
he wants us to call him at 420. no

wooo my direct deposite fiiinally went through.

2006-04-08T10:57:09Z

MelAshley fun filled day.
Girls night in the hot tub at Danielles.
Wine in sobe bottles and cups.
Todd being upset.
skinny dipping.
Tyler showing up to girls night.
Ashley having huge boobs.
buying out 7-11.
feeding our faces with junk.
homeless girl eating all the food, getting in the car. (yes, that would be me)

ya so anyways Todd ws being a little douche yesterday... worse than usual.
but he was cute today. he came to my work with a little present. corny, but cute. then we went and ate on my break at mr luckys. things are going really good right now. I really hope it continues like this.

I start school again on monday... suuuuucks.
-Clothing Construction I
-Introduction to American Politics

Im only takin 2 classes this semester. im droppin my other 2.
4 is way too much for me to handle. sorry, but im not a go getter like some people. haaah.

so a porn star on speed (i forgot her name) showed me her ass today at work. pretty fulfilling day I might say.
I work 7pm-3am tomorrow. ew

el3ctric_fev3r @ 2006-03-28T01:13:00

2006-03-28T09:31:46Z

past few days...

went to The Strokes on wednesday. so much fun.
then the next day they were still hangin out at the Hard Rock and a couple of them popped in my store. I hate to sound like a 14 year old girl, but mmmm baby. we even conversed. haha

last night was mine and Todd's one month <3 haha cheesy.
didnt have a ticket for Death Cab but just decided to show up anyways. I got lucky and found some dude with tickets.
they did really good. predictable set, but of course still a good show.
amazing night.

blah blah
I need to cut and color my hair i look like a homeless man.

el3ctric_fev3r @ 2006-03-17T01:54:00

2006-03-17T10:21:11Z

HELLO, I HATE WORK.
I was supoooosed to work tonight 12am-8am. but noooo they were wrong and now its tomorrow!
so now I can only see Eri for like 2 hours tomorrow when she comes in town.
and its also wonderful that whne I get off at 8am saturday morning I have to go back in at 5pm.
greaaaat.

so um heres a survey i did to calm myself down haha.

thirteen random things you like:
01) music
02) my record collection
03) sewing
04) my doggy
05) my sidekick
06) my i pod
07) polaroids
08) the 60s/70s
09) old antique furniture
10) food in general
11) nice people
12) my best friends
13) sleeping in

twelve movies:
01) romeo and juliet
02) blow
03) kill bill
04) the doors movie
05) forest gump
06) the notebook
07) titanic
08) edward scissorhands
09) donnie darko
10) pirates
11) crash
12) american beauty

eleven good bands/artists:
01) radiohead
02) the doors
03) devendra banhart
04) the beatles
05) cat power
06) donovan
07) blonde redhead
08) death cab
09) the kinks
10) cursive
11) velvet underground

ten random things about you:
01) i love my friends
02) i eat too much
03) im nice
04) biggest procrastinator
05) im cheap
06) i dont know how to manage money
07) i work at the hard rock
08) i go to school for fashion design
09) i cant concentrate
10) im pretty happy right now?

nine good friends:
01) eri
02) jessica
03) ashley
04) danielle
05) tyler
06) heather
07) todd
08) thats
09) all

eight favorite foods/drinks:
01) green tea
02) water
03) in n out
04) good chinese
05) fettichini alfredo
06) fruity drinks
07) green tea frap
08) shrimp pastas

seven things you wear daily:
01) jeans
02) some shirt
03) mochasins/boots
04) underwear
05) some jacket
06) rings
07) chapstick

six things that annoy you:
01) rudeness for no reason
02) liars
03) school
04) procrastinating
05) getting up really early
06) my ipod doesnt hold enough songs

five things you touch everyday:
01) hair
02) body
03) clothes
04) bed
05) sidekick

four shows you watch:
01) full house
02) that 70's show
03) top model
04) family guy

three celebs/singers you have a crush on:
01) jim morrison/george harrison (my dead husbands)
02) devendra banhart!
03) thom yorke weirdly..

two people on livejournal that you have kissed
01) no
02) one?

one person you could spend the rest of your life with:
01) my dog

el3ctric_fev3r @ 2006-03-16T04:35:00

2006-03-16T12:50:56Z

went to desert ink the other day with ash and todd.

im sexy. shut up

ya we got bored. so we took pics in the bathroom

well anyways, eri is really coming to town this weekend! my work schedule sucks while shes here tho. fri 12am-8am sat 5pm-1am and sun 4pm-12am.
12-8 is gonna suck. its gonna throw me off.

og and i got stopped by a cop for the first time today! haha
now i have to go to traffic school. blehh

i gotta go. i havent been up this late in a while.

el3ctric_fev3r @ 2006-03-09T18:25:00

2006-03-10T02:41:11Z

Im pretty happy about life right now. surprisingly.

well...... my whole school situation isnt thaaat bad. I just have to reallllly catch up before monday comes around.
not too bad.

Eris coming to town tomorrow for a couple days!

Todd makes me happy. Im glad he came into my life.
i feel like hes teaching me to be a better and more organized person.

my mom and I are listening to The Hollies together. and just ordered pizza.
haha we are cute.

The Strokes are coming the 22nd!

Coachella...? i dont evne know it thats a definate anymore.
but Bonnaroo is pretty much for sure.

well just thought id update? peace.

el3ctric_fev3r @ 2006-02-22T04:16:00

2006-02-22T12:21:12Z

there is so much on my mind but i dont know how to write it all down... my mind is kind of going crazy.

all i know is i dont think i have ever felt like this before.

...this is way too much emotion to handle.